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Monday, November 22, 2010

HATI TERLUKA ^__^


Waktu kita bersama indahnya ku alami
Waktu kita berdua, janji2 bersemi
Apapun rintangan dapat kita harungi
Apapun persoalan dapat kita jalani

Namun semuanya berubah dalam sekelip mata
Hati terluka bila ku sedar kau khianati cinta
Jiwa meronta bila ternyata kau menduakan cinta
Sungguh ku tak menyangka begini di akhirnya
Kau tinggalkan ku hati terluka

Menggamit kan kembali waktu kau lafaz cinta
Sambil ku sarung cincin sebagai tanda setia
Menggamitkan kembali waktu kau kesedihan
Kukesat air mata yg jatuh berlinangan

Ku terima semuanya dengan tabah
Mengharapkan ada hikmah

Friday, November 19, 2010

kesan lagenda budak setan!!


ak saje nak cakap jugakkk

to my belove fren mctowl , dilah, mc ah...!!! terbaiklah ini malam!!
hahahahahaahhha!

jgn marah aku tao..
aku tao sek mu sayang kt aku..tu yg sek mu usaha jgak cari kt aku lagu tuh...
ak baru pas tengok movie legenda budak setan...huhuh..then terjatuh cinta kat duo lagu ni!

lagu2 yg buat aku berkenan = getar hati + bila cinta
tapi...disebabkan usm terhebat ni kan...susah sangat nk download...huuh..(sorry da janji xbleh nak menyumpah lam blog!hee)

pastu, aku mintak ratu main angin..mc towl cari lagu tuh..takut gk aku dye xnak layan permintaan merapu aku ni..hehe
tapi,,
dye usaha jgok!! yeaayy!!! syg mu byk la!!
pastu,, sorang lg makcik kecik kite dilah...mencelah..wow!! sume syg aku!! yeaayy!!
sebabnye..diorang xnak ak kekoh ais batu!! hahah. risao sangat kot aku buat keje sopan tuh..hee
after that,, makcik comey kito..mc ah..pon tanye aku..offer dgn bayaran rm3 lg!!hehe..

lastly..dapat jugak!!! lagi sekali ak menjerit..yeayyyyy!!!!
mc towl cari lagi untuk aku..hehe..dilah pon..mc ah ponn!!
sume jd tukang penyibuk cari lagu utk aku.. ( mengadanya esya!)

so far.. i really miss them..jauh di mata tetapi dekat di hati..hee
they re so sweet..
i know that im not alone..hehehe

love u all!!
p/s- hasilnya..sila dengar lagu di blog saya..sweet kan??hehe





Thursday, November 18, 2010

thanks!!!!


really glad today...
cz i know u super duper busy..but u still worry bout me!
OMG!! i dont how to say..but totally i really appreciate all of things that u gave me since before i know u love me...even i rejected u before this,, but when im down u still be my shoulders always
ok la..
now i can feel that i need u..to my kayu batu..hhehe...love u and miss u!
give me time ok!

p/s- sorry cz i cant express myself to show i love u..(malu)

There is only one happiness in life -- to love and to be loved.
~george sand~

Monday, November 15, 2010

sorry abah!!

abahku!!!


aba ngan mak!


malam semalam aku call abah..

abah,wanna tell u something..important!!!
then abah cakap..nanti abah call ok! yeay!! (sebab rindu ngan teruja!)

bila abah call..nape k.yah?
abah...k.yah keje esok! seminggu je..sampai Ahad..pastu Isnin depan exam!
abah senyap je..no respon...
abah,,boleh tak ni??
hm...bukan ke exam?? nape nak keje?camne ngan study??
raya haji balik tak?

" k.yah nak keje..sebab takde duit! raya tak balik sebab tak cukup duit!," alasan yang aku kasi kat abah. huhhu.

"La...abah boleh kasi duit..cakap je la..ni da nak start keje baru gitao..da wat decision baru cakap...xboleh da nak ubah kan..xpelah! kejela..pandai2 ko..JAGA DIRI! jangan lupe study..kalo keje penat..berhenti je ok! nanti abah bank in duit...jangan beritahu emak plak yang ko keje ok! "

Tq abah!! hehehe..walaupun abah kureng setuju..tapi aku buat2 suka hati gak la kan!!

tapi malam semalam aku tak sedap hati..aku pon tak tao nape..aku asyik teringatkan abah aku..
betul ke apa yg aku buat ni??
boleh ke?

then pagi tadi..bro indian tu call..our training postpone to 2pm..the i just said ok!! around 1 pm he call me..sorry esya..again delay to 7pm!! gullp!!

aku xsedap hati..huhhuhu..terus teringatkan abah... then call my dear batu kayu..mr.s!
and he said..kalo malam xpayah pergi! ingat awak tu perempuan! haiss..start da membebel! so aku terus silent my phone.
pastu my bro ghani..tuhla..aku da cakap duit ke ilmu penting..aku cakap dua2! haha..ayat nak kena penampar.huhhu..sorry bro!
aku terus pergi ke i.o (international office) my second home! aku jumpe kak maiza..ak saje cerita kt dye..dye cakap xpayahla esya!bahaya! yg rajin nak keje time exam ni kenape? ohhh..mood dalam dilemma!

then rumet tia..miss ain call..esya pergi ain pergi..huhuh..sorry sayang..i really cant make it..esya tersepitt..sebab xdapat restu dari sesiapa pon! plus da janji nk jumpe boss kt bukit gambir tuh pkol 6suku..da lewat plak tuh sebab jalan jamm!

Bro indian tuh cam angin dengan aku..dye cakap sape nak kaci gaji 5jam RM80?? buang mase dye aje! bro yudhi,,really sorry!! never mean it..kalo pagi pr petang bolehh..tapi malam bro..sorry sangat2!! i need job..tapi restu mak ayah lagi penting dari segalanya!

to tia- sorry dear...esya bukan sengaja..esya memang nak keje..tp keadaan tak mengizinkan..sekarang esya rase lega sket..sorry sangat2!!

tapi..kali ni keje lagi! waiter kt house of soup di plazaria..guess what..i will work with my best enemies..hehe. wait and see je la..adela yang kena sembelih nanti..haha.

tapi paling penting sebelum buat apa2 keputusan ..kena mintak restu mak abah dulu!!

p/s- entri ni untuk peringatan esya! i love both of them..abah dengan mak!!





Sunday, November 14, 2010

nescafe dinasour!!

perbezaan glass biasa ngn glass dinasour!


allooohhaaa!!!!

hari ni macam2 benda jadi..hahaha
dinner!!!
cari tempat semua tutup...so apa lagi layan subaidah sg. dua la!
tapi kali ni..terbaik...
'maple' tu tanye...nak makan ape?
nak jimat punya pasal order roti malaysia je kan..
plus air - nescafe ice!
kali ni 'maple' tu tanye..nk kecik ke besaq??
kitaorang pelik..tkut kecik sgt..orderla besar!

TIBA-TIBA.....
air sampai...kami semua tercengang! ha????
air ape ni?? bapak besar gila!!hahaah.
nescafe ice ala DINASOUR gitu!
cepat-cepat mintak menu balik..
nak tengok harga..
owhhhhh..damnnn!!!
satu gelas RM6!!!

MATAKU TERKEBIL-KEBIL...
hancor plan nak cut cost..
at last lari bajet....=(

aku minum pon xhabis...
sebu gila perut...
kepala pon jadi biul kejap..sbb trlebih caffein..haiss!!*#@%$#@
malam mesti susah nak tido..huhhu

so,,
pada kawan2 tersayang...
nAnti kalo nak order..biasa2 aje..jangan terover macam we ollz!
papepon rase best dan sangap jUgakla!haha

ok la..esok save bajet and fokus study+ keje..yeayy!!

Saturday, November 13, 2010

LELAKI ke Perempuan PANDAI??

Otak Perempuan dan Otak Lelaki

Terdapat pelbagai cara untuk menguji keunikan tubuh badan kita, di antara keunikan itu sudah tentulah otak manusia.

Di bawah ini ada ujian yang menarik untuk dicuba bersama…

Ini adalah ujian masa yang ringkas, cuma lakukan dan jangan cuba menipu diri anda sendiri! Sila jujur!

Kira jumlah huruf F dalam perenggan di bawah dalam masa 15 saat:

FINISHED FILES ARE THE

RESULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTIFIC

STUDY COMBINED WITH THE

EXPERIENCE OF YEARS

Dah selesai?

Scroll kebawah hanya apabila anda telah selesai mengira!

OK?

berapa banyak?

Tiga?

(Anda tentunya seorang lelaki!!!)

Sila baca sekali lagi!

FINISHED FILES ARE THE

RESULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTIFIC

STUDY COMBINED WITH THE

EXPERIENCE OF YEARS

Salah, sebenarnya terdapat 6, kira semula…

Sebab berlakunya perkara tersebut diterangkan dibawah ini…

Otak LELAKI tidak memproses perkataan “OF”.

Keajaiban kejadian atau silap mata?

Sesiapa yang dapat mengira kesemua 6 F pada permulaan ujian memiliki otakPEREMPUAN.

p/s: so, dah tau dah ke otak korg ni otak lelaki ke otak perempuan?? muahahaha..have fun!

why? and why??



Malaysians are getting married at older age. Why?

Say you are a fresh graduate at that age of 23, a male, starting a carrier

with a salary, say RM2000 per month.

Monthly, extracting your expenditures on foods, transportation (public

or motorcycle), electricity, water, phone, house rent and other

expenses, say you can save about RM800 the most.

Then, because you are a good son, you send some money to your parents or relatives about

RM300 per month. This will give you a balance of RM500 of saving. For the first year, maybe you are very discipline with

your budget, so you save about RM5000.

The next year at the age of 24, you meet a girl of your dream. Both of you

plan to get married after one year or two. Ok, that's fine, it gives you

time to save some more money and some more time to prepare the basic

necessities for a 'happy' family? a car and a roof to live under. That year

because you are a hard worker, you get a raise of 10%.

Since you are also a gentleman, you make sure some money is put aside to spend on dates and

gifts for your girl, so 10% goes for her. Like the previous year, after

much sweat and Meggie-eating months, you save another RM5000. You are paid 2 months bonus. So, another RM4000 is

added to your saving. So, your total saving now is RM14,000.

You decide to spend about RM8000 on a brand-new RM40,000 car down payment. So, you

net saving that year is RM6000.

The next year at the age of 25, you are doing fine at work. But because

now you have to pay for car every month, your total monthly saving is

cut down to about RM400. You save roughly about RM5000 that year. No

bonus that year because your company is doing poor. So, your total

saving in the bank is RM11,000.

Then, you decide to get engaged with

your girlfriend. She said OK. So, need to buy an engagement ring.

RM1500 is spent on ring plus 'hantaran pertunangan'. So, your net

saving that year is RM9,500.

The next year at the age of 26, you get promoted. Your

salary now is 1.5 of your starting salary at the company. Good news! You think. "Ok, this year

I will get married". You also are 'gersang' already. :)

So, you ask your fiancée "how much is the dowry (hantaran)? "

She say, "berapa-berapa yang u sanggup".

You ask,"RM5000 ok?".

She replies, "I okay je. Tapi my mom tu. Dia kata grad oversea macam I

ni mane boleh letak rendah-rendah. Paling kurang RM10,000 tau!".

Your eyes 'terjegil', air liur 'meleleh' and you faint on the spot.

"Where else in the world can I get extra money?", you say to yourself.

But, because you are very determined to get married with your dream

girl and in the name of love, you work really really hard that year

until you are awarded "The Best Employee of The Year". You get 3 months

of bonus. You also do some side business to supply ayam pencen. So,

roughly your net saving at the end of that year is RM20,000.

Ok, now you are 27 years old with enough saving in the bank to pay for

the dowry. But then, come your mom saying,"Anak mak nak kawin ni mesti

la buat grand grand. Kita sewa khemah besar-besar, jemput penyanyi ke

artis ke sorang dua datang buat persembahan. Lauk pauk kita cater aje

la ya? RM10 je sekepala. Baju kawin ko, kita sewa yg cantik-cantik

dan mahal-mahal sket. Kita jemput dalam 1000 orang datang ok?"

You did a quick in-the-head-calculation,

"1000xRM10=RM10,000, penyanyi lagi, khemah lagi, buta-buta je RM15,000!!! Tu tak masuk cincin kahwin lagi!!"

You say,"Mak, nak buat apa membazir-bazir duit ni?"

Your mom replies,"Apa pulak membazirnya? Kau kawin sekali je seumur hidup.

`Biarlah buat betul-betul." You insist,"Tapi mak?"

Your mom says, "Dahlah, kau jangan nak buat malu mak. Cik Tipah jiran

kita tu buat kenduri kat hotel siap dato, datin, tan sri puan sri lagi

datang. Mana la mak nak letak muka kalau buat kenduri kecik kecik?".

Anyway, you finally get married. But, a beautiful happy life after

marriage that you dream of with your wife does not last long. You have

debts around your waist, interest gets higher every month, cannot

afford to pay them, you wife gets tired of you asking money from her,

she accuses you of being irresponsible husband for not being a good

provider, blah blah blah? At the

end, you two go into separate ways? You get divorced.

Problem breeds problem? Sometimes we wonder why marriage institution is failing in our country.

The above example may not represent the whole phenomena in our culture,

but perhaps it gives us some ideas of the problems young couple these

days are facing in getting married from my perspective.

The Root Cause of The Problem...

There is something wrong in our culture. I really think there are some

practices in our culture in Malaysia (Malay culture specifically) that

do not make sense and especially they are contrary to the teaching of

Islam. These practices are well-rooted in our culture that

unfortunately because of them, many people are 'afraid' to get married,

or simply feel like they cannot afford when they are actually can

afford.


These are some of my observation and summary analysis:


(1) Marriage should be done in the most modest way but in Malaysia, it

is ought to be done in the most lavish way. Competition on whose

wedding is the most grandeur is almost unavoidable. Fame is usually the

reason why people spend unreasonable and wasteful amount of money for a

wedding.


(2) The "price" of a woman is measured according to her perhaps

educational status not according to her knowledge and understanding of

Deen and piety as suggested by the religion. The saddest thing is that

"price" is put on women, who are supposed to be, if God-loving,

kind-hearted and pious ones, "priceless"! 'Dowry' system is adopted by

the Malays from perhaps the Indians who came to Malaysia long time ago.

When the 'dowry' is put too high and men can't afford to pay, marriage

is usually delayed or cancelled. An effort to build another small brick

unit of this Deen is delayed or perhaps destroyed only for this reason.


(3) Marriage should be a quick and easy process for the couple not hard,

which eventually becomes a burden. These days, we make marriage so

complicated that people are afraid of getting married. When I was in

the Sydney, I saw Muslim brothers and sisters getting married at the

mosque, with just some sweets as the main course for the guests. The

guests who were invited to witness the ceremony were usually whoever

prayed jemaah at the mosque or some close relatives and friends. There

is no point of being extravagance. We should focus on the life after wedding not the wedding

itself. Wedding is only a door to the marriage house. Why should we

spent a lot of money to decorate the door so beautifully, when the

inside of the house is then left empty, dark and unattractive?

...and the pressure is on men...

p/s~ think for the future not for fun in a short term..

Friday, November 12, 2010

incident in October~

disebabkan xboleh tidor..plus period pain =(

ok la..esya malas nak cakap banyak..lately i argue that a lot problem i had in my life last month.
banyak kan benda terjadi...huhuh
1. accident (cuai)
2. gado sampai report polis (aku tak kan kalah ok!)
3- purse hilang (ni paling teruk kot!)

hmmm..tapi tu semua dapat bukak mata esya sekarang yang mana berharga dalam hidup..sorry to say,, esya memang suka senyap kalau marah..cz i have bad attitude before this..suka melempang orang! xnk da jd cm tuh! so silent is better right??

tapi aku tao time tu aku banyak susahkan kawan2 aku sampai diorang pon naik fed-up dengan aku..
aku wat bodoh tapi hakikat aku terasa hati..
tp aku really mintak maaf kalo selama ni asyik menyusahkan korang ok!

report polis..thanks umi!
bout my ic..kalo xpenting aku xmintak tolong..and at last i can go myself..(its ok)
and to my buddy N , i will pay to u..i know u avoid from me..sorry..
and ghani..really appreciate dengan kamu..u re my brother!
also to my dear S..membebel pon pada2 la kan..at least try to understand my situation..ok dear?


to all my friend..really sorry..u all the best..i try improve myself..cume kadang2 esya lost control kan..
after this i try to be more INDEPENDENT ok! chaiyok esya!!=)

she is everything for me..





i miss this girl!!

my best friend eva..ainul zawanah!

hope our friendship never end..rindu gile!

cinta,,sayang,,minat,,suka ??


Cinta - Kita memang mengharapkan dia menjadi milik kita. Segala apa yang kita buat, kalau buleh nak dia tahu.. dan kita sebuleh mungkin tak nak sakitkan hati dia. kita akan sentiasa berfikir tentang dirinya. (dalam erti lain : cinta di tujukan kepada seseorang yg kita selalu ingat dan mimpi.. Tanpanya kita akan rasa sunyi dan kita cintakan sepenuh jiwa dengan hati yg ikhlas kepadanya walaupun dia buat tak tau je)


Sayang - Kita memerlukan dia di masa kita mahukan seseorang untuk berkongsi rahsia dan kisah duka kita. selalunya kita akan sayangkan seseorang yang menjadi TELINGA kepada masalah kita. (dalam erti lain : sayang di tujukan kepada seseorang yang boleh membuangkan masa dia untuk mendengar dan memeningkan kepalanya dgn masalah kita dan kita jugak boleh menyakitkan hati dia kerana kita bukannya cinta kepadanya)


Suka - Kita sukakan dia kerana dia kelakar. Dia happy-go-lucky. Bila bersama dengan dia, kita rasa nak tergelak sampai nak pecah perut. Tapi, kita taklah rindu sangat kat dia bila tak berjumpa seminggu…(dalam erti lain : suka di tujukan kepada seseorang yang boleh menjadi pelawak kepada kita. Kita akan suruh dia diam sekirangnya keng kita dah nak pecah…)


Minat - Apa sesuatu pada dirinya yang menarik kita untuk mendekatinya.(dalam erti lain : minat ditujukan kepada seseorang yang ada sifat, peribadi atau barang yang kita mahukan… )

Tetapi kita kena ingat bahawa tanpa minat , suka dan sayang kita tidak akan CINTA pada seseorang itu…

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Heartless – Kanye West « Song & Lyrics

Heartless – Kanye West « Song & Lyrics

FUCK vs SUCK~

sorry to say...
may be sounds rude..

but it really interesting!!
during exam..yeahhh...so stress whatt!! am i right??
then my friend just said to me...
" esya..just FUCK ok?? i know u can do it!! stay fuck! ," kata afdah mujap! hahah

FUCK is stand for fokus untuk capai kecemerlangan! ok kan?
SUCK is sukses untuk capai kejayaan

then i laugh!hahah.
i update my lovely status on my facebook..all my friends agree
and...everybody used this word! hahah
yeahhh!!! just FUCK it!!

oppss!! i will have 3 more papers..so bad..
but i should FUCK it to be SUCK! ( jangan ingat aku melucah ok!)

to all my friends.GUD LUCK in ur exam..
i know we all can do it..
just usaha + doa = tawakal...
yang penting selawat banyak2~ni pesanan dr my mom!

ok chill!! FUCK!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

first post!!


first post..ehem..!

hye! rasa sume tahu kan esya ni saje buang tebiat...actually buat blog sbb utk meluahkan perasaan yg da lame terpendam..aceecee!
and permintaan org..wokeyhla..
then blog ni jugak..kalo nk tao ape yg terjadi dan apa tindakan yg diambil..ok la kan? at least bleh wt cm diari..hope xbersawangla blog ni kan....
ok la..xtao nk tulis ape..bye!
p/s- saje letak gmbo ni sbb rindu gila diorang!huhhu..miss u!!


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